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I never ask for nothing I don't demand for myself | Honesty. Loyalty. Friends. then wealth | Death before dishonor and I tell you what else | I tighten my belt before I ask for help | foolish pride is what has held me together through the years | I just play the cards am dealt| I can't say I never knelt before God and asked for better cards at times to no avail |" (Justify My Thug_Jay Z)
iConfess #2
I value my my friendships!! I live by the 100% rule.. give your 100% and walkaway whole.
Am not sure if that works for me or against me most of the times???
I am not confrontational...I don't do it on the spot cos I like to marinate over a situation to avoid overreacting.
When I still can't wrap it around my head, I speak up.
:. Did She Just Say That? .:
I walked away feeling very demeaned, disrespected and hurt. I was too shocked to say anything on the spot because my mind went completely blank.
It was not what was said, but how it was said...
gosh! Who am I kidding? It was everything.
I pulled a
'Peps' and told myself it was
NO BIG DEAL! so, I went on with things like nothing happened. But deep down,something did happen.
I started to question everything...
I Questioned myself----
I Questioned my integrity as a friend ----
I Questioned my friend ---
I Questioned her perception of me. ----
I Questioned why she'd say that or even think that.
I still couldn't wrap it around my head, so I spoke up.