{ FOR SALE BY OWNER

 

The worst thing one can do is not to try, to be aware of what one wants and not give into it, to spend years in silent hurt wondering if something could have materialized - never knowing."  ― Jim Rohn

I woke up this morning, wanting to package up all my ideas nicely and start up an 'ideas for sale' shelf at the supermarket!
See, I am a bordering perfectionist!
It all has to be PERFECT! Otherwise, NOTHING gets out there.
It's a never ending cycle..
PERFECTIONISM breeds PROCRASTINATION, which breeds DISAPPOINTMENTS, which breed REGRET, which breeds...well, beating-myself-up-for-not-doing-what-I-was-to-do-when-I-shoulda-done-it-when-I-was-supposta-do-it-now-time-has-gone-by-how-could-I-ever-live-with-myself...blah blah blah...blah!
that's pretty much it. A long rough terrain of guilt tripping my damn self!!

Notes To Self :) 

{ First. Born.

I think of my business as my firstborn ...
I conceived the idea, carried it to term, birthed it and named it ,
Nurtured it and instilled in it values that represent me ...
So, as i prepare to invade an 'almost' neglected part of the market,
Releasing my child out into the scary world,
Hoping that the world will accept it and love it, Just like I have... 
is like a mother releasing her child, on the first day of play group or pre-school.. sigh :)
You can't help but want to hang around just in-case.. they'll need you? Or want something?
Its a huge emotional transition!!
I have invested all of my heart. my mind. my energy into this.
It would literally mince me into pieces if it turned out otherwise.... *kill the visual*
And just as a parent would want for their child to prosper and thrive through the good and tough times,
So do i want the very same for my business.
I am scared, anxious, excited...and a whole lot going on.
Am following my heart on this one, my mind will thank me later....

{ TGIF! TGIF!

... happy graduation Alice Mercy. And everyone from the office graduating today :) You sure deserve to celebrate!!

Happy weekend!